I fell in love and broke my heart this weekend. If I’ve learned anything this weekend it’s that we all travel through this life fighting for something, some with harder battles than others. This weekend I was reminded of the brevity of life itself and that home has started to mean the people that are … More Santa Barbara
The dreams I have of you feel ever so real. When I see a silver Mazda passing by on the streets I always look at the driver even thought I know it will never be you but it’s a comfort to know that not all of you has vanished from my memory. But at nights … More Blank Canvas
I promised myself I would write more. No matter what I was feeling, I would do my best to write as honestly as I could. The best writing advice I was given was to write as if the person you are writing about will never read it, so I hope I do just that. It’s … More Kind of Something
Somehow it always comes back to you. The voice in the back of my head, creeping back every once in a while. I try finding new distractions to silent that voice, but somehow it always creeps back in. I’ll be listening to the radio and a situation that is similar to ours will come on. … More Wonder.
I find being a 20 year old about to start my third year of college the most asked question when a conversation starts up is not “How is school going?” or “Have you decided a major yet?” The most often question I get asked is: ” Why are you still single?” That for some reason it’s not ok … More Single with an unavailable heart
We were sitting there exchanging stories when he interrupted me and said “you talk about California as if it were a person you broke up with, but you never fully got over” In that moment I couldn’t think of something optimistic or hopeful like I usually do, all I could think of was that it was … More Heartbreak is the national anthem.
I miss you. I wish that could make everything better; the aching of my heart, the tears I fight so hard to hold back in the midst of the night, but most importantly the joy that you used to bring to me. I never knew how important you were to me till lately… You were … More I miss you
Parallel lines have a lot in common, but they never meet. Ever. You might think that’s sad. But every other pair of lines meet once and then drift apart forever. Which is pretty sad too. I always saw us as two parallel lines. Our lives paralleled so many times I couldn’t help but to make … More Parallel lines, parallel lives.
A couple of days back I went into crisis mode…. and I broke down. Tears streamed down my face and I just wasn’t sure what was the cause of it. I thought it was just that time of the semester, where papers and due dates piled high at the end of my plate. But as … More Crisis Alert
About a month ago you decided I wasn’t enough and the before me would’ve been devastated but the truth was this wasn’t your first time breaking my heart. Scars imprint my heart from your previous wounds, but this one; this one cut the deepest. I thought it was going to be different this time around … More Heartbreak